Can I start by saying how much I've missed being connected. I miss being able to get up in the morning and turn on cable t.v. To be able to catch what news might be on, though right now the little guy is watching Dora the Explorer. I didn't realize he learned much from these shows till he repeated one of the spanish words from Diego one day. Funny the show also helps me pick up a few spanish words here and there. I also miss being able to get online and do the simple things I do online. I do...

I am so loving have the house to ourselves! This has been a looooong time coming. I think it was something we really needed. I am of course missing Steven being gone, but he seems to be doing well and is very happy to be back with his friends in Ohio. Everyday I go out of my way to clean up something extra. I have already changed my living room and dining room around. Ahh more space. I brought some of Corbin's toys downstairs and he's got a little play area now. He has even been much neat...

Well thanks to the rain we are in a big rutt. I was forced to sit down and look at how much I'm paid, how much I pay out and how much is left at the end of the month. As it stand I actually only make 160.00 a month. OUCH! I pay 500 a month thats about half of what I make right off the bat. I am putting in my two weeks notice and am going to go back to offering childcare in my own home. Wish me luck. As of yesterday my internet has been cut off. I am only on at work for the next two we...

This weekend was a nice one. The calm before the storm. I'm trying to keep it all together because my 15 year old moves back to Ohio on Sunday. I believe he's really making a bad choice, but its really all about what he thinks he needs to make himself happy. My brother called while David and I were napping and said he was coming over to take Steven to the movies and out to eat. I found this really funny because he was in San Francisco for the gay parade and forgot my birthday, again. When ...

Well I finally talked to the girl who made me post about how I was sicked of people stabbing me in the back. History goes, she's a girl my ex dated for about 2 1/2 weeks, but during that time it was pretty intense. I've heard about this girl from him and her name has always lingered since he and I first got together over 4 years ago. My husband and I would go out and if he thought he saw her, he would tell me and he would say he wanted to leave. I totally didn't understand that and at the ...

I've decided that I'm tired of being on myspace for an hour at lunch. That I'd like to give JU a shot again. I stopped posting a few years back over some mistakes I made with someone I would liked and would like to think of as friend. But I have more than once screwed that up. So, now I've decided I have an hour at lunch to play on the internet and stupid myspace isn't keeping my attention. I read through the local news, and well lately, all I get is stories about all the rain. Woo hoo ...